Writers block syndrome!! Arghhhh..... I have prepared two drafts but I just don't know what else to add. Maybe, just maybe.. I could finish them after this.. ok, thank you and bye...
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
How is your birthday celebration so far. Really hope that you are enjoying yourself with your loved ones.
Did you received a lot of pressies? I bet you received lots of them, but sorry dear none from me.
Did you know we have something in common, we both loved cats. I have 16 of them and I loved each and every one of them.
Ohh..... Don't worry, I am not going to bore you with my cats story.
My bias in Super Junior is Siwon actually but you and Jungsoo-ssi hold a special place in my heart.
Wanna know why?
We are the July babies, though we don't share the same zodiac.
The fact that you both are hyungs to the boys or MY BOYS, made it all the more special.
I have no regrets falling in love with Siwon in Athena, for I have fallen in love with all of you.. All 13 + 2 of you.
I really hope the sasaengs fan whoever they are, will leave you in peace finally.
Or at least respect your decision to be under the radar until you are release from your mandatory military duty.
Please know this. I loved watching variety shows where you are the guest, because you just couldn't care less of your idol image. You participated whole heartedly and you always made it looked fun.
Your wittiness are your greatest strength and together with your sharp tongue, nobody can beat you that easily.
Maybe Kyu can beat you in that department but
you are YOU and KYU is kyu.
I hope this letter will not bored you on your special day, but I just need to let this out of my chest.
When you decided to deactivate your twitter account just few more minutes before 12am KST time last night, the sadness felt up to now.
But reading your last tweet is enough for me to know and understand how tiring you must have felt going through your daily life in the 'company' of those 'attention seekers' and overly obsessed fans.
Heechul-ssi, my wish for you is, may you be blessed with good health and may you find peace and happiness during your leave from entertainment scene.
Eventhough it will be almost impossible for you to live a quiet life because of your legions of fans ie ELFs and Petals but I'm sure they will be waiting patiently for your come back and loved you no less.
From me Mona Noona who loved you like my own dongsaeng...
Monday, July 9, 2012
There are times where you feel you could dissapear from the face of the earth!!
There are times you feel that you are being push around by people.
I dunno really... I wish I could turn back time and press the stop button to the happiest moment in my life and stayed there.
I am not Peter Pan nor Mary Poppins.
No matter what... I need to go through my life as it is.
I just gotta make it better and press the FRESH START BUTTON everyday.
Till next post
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Sick of people who take advantages of other people, sick of people who thinks that there are above everyone.
Just because you offer financial helps, doesn't mean you are a 'philantrophist'.
It comes down to whether you are SINCERE or not!!!!
I've seen this happened and let me tell you, you will see true colour of someone you thought you knew but in actual facts are living in a totally different world with a different 'mask' !!!
Their 'heroic act' are for show. When they did not received the response they'd hope for, they turned into Snow White wicked step mother...
They 'literally' harassed the person that they help without even asking why!!
Maybe, just maybe, if they take the time to ask and compromise.
BUT IT'S NOT THE CASE!!!!
They opted to mental torturing method of those people they've helped.
SINCERITY IS KEY.
I have nothing to say to this kind of human being, as I am not sure if they are human at all.
Till next post.
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
“These days, Korean fandoms send ‘rice wreaths’ instead of customary flower bouquets to a celebrity’s event (concert, musical, or press conference) in order to show their support for their favorite stars, http://www.allkpop.com/2011/08/rice-wreaths-indicate-that-k-pop-fandoms-are-becoming-more-mature”
Saturday, June 2, 2012
ELF stands for Everlasting Friends,and they are Super Junior fans. Fanclub as most of you guys would called it but no, it's known amongst those kpoppers as fandom. Sounded very much like kingdom of fans, don't you think so.
This posting is dedicated to ELFs around the world for being so united, and we are talking about those ELF who are from Korea, China,Japan,Taiwan, Thailand, Vietnam,Australia, The Philipines, Singapore, Indonesia, Negara Brunei Darussalam, North &South America, England, Paris, probably the whole of Europe, Russia and of course my own country, Malaysia. Country mentioned are those that I know are having fanbases and a very active ones with admins from all over. No kidding guys..
They used all popular social networking site, to update each other with news related to everything Super Junior. The most popular ones are Twitter, Facebook. There are also Tumblr, Wordpress, Weibo, Cyworld too.
The extensive knowledge they possessed about all things Super Junior, made me, one of the newbie felt like I had known the group from their debut days.
I laughed, I cried reading blogs posting dedicated to the Super guys. To be honest there might be grammar mistakes here and there, but do I care !! NO!!
Their loves to Super Junior surpasses language barrier, different culture even religion. They also have utmost respect to one another, they share information, they share photos (though stamped with water mark) yet, they still share it to the rest of their fellow ELFs around the world.
They even know the schedule of Super Junior group members, make it drama, variety and radio show.
Now guys, I asked you, don't you think ELFs daebak.. Yup.. they are, and I must say that I am proud to be one of them.
Before I ends this, if you are a new fan of Group Super Junior , you are going to fall so much in love with them, you need ELF to be our oxygen. No joke.
Happy 6th anniversary to ELFs. Proud to be on this kingdom of fans, proud to be in the family.
P/s : If you have Twitter, pls follow Super Junior member @siwon407, @henrylau89, @Heedictator, @ryeong9, @shfly3424, @ikmubmik, @ShinsFriends, @ special1004, @donghae861015, @GaemGyu, @Himsenkangin, @AllRiseSilver @imSMI
Also, please follow @Sup3rJunior, @EverlastingFans, @MalaysiaELF, @Minnieblues, @TwELFs, @WorldWideELFs @CassieJunior.. trust me, there are more.. but I wouldn't want to jam packed your brain with all things ELFs and Super Junior in one posting.
There are more to come... till then... Happy reading
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Monday, April 2, 2012
Better now than later… but it is more like I have been played !!
FYI, I did have a cuppa with him, but though it felt right, it felt wrong at the same time..
All of his interest was actually to see if he can make use of me!!!
I was contemplating whether I’m going to do an exciting posting like my latest two entry or just follow exactly how I felt after having a cuppa and a week of feeling used !!.
I go for the latter.
I need to stay true to my feelings, to write from the heart so that my ideas will flow like a waterfall (I wish !!) and also I can be truthful to myself.
Let me tell you the story.
02/02/2012 - Thursday
I went to see Neilly at the bakery, my so-called normal routine. My way of showing my support to a friend business.
She asked me “did you see him?” He went out with Chef , I said.
Half way through our conversation, she suddenly laughed, then she showed me text message from S,
“Kirim salam ngan Chinta lok, maksehhhhhhhhhhh”
I just said “Padah nya , nya eksen gilak “
And we continued with our conversation. She revealed to me some disturbing matters on her then current situation, but I am not going to mention about it here, as it is very P & C.
Roughly around 7.30pm, done with my tete-a- tete with Neilly, I made my way to the counter to pay for my food and drinks and bread to bring home, but S was nowhere to be seen. Oh well, Neilly did mentioned that he was shy.
So I told Neilly to “ Babe, kirim salam Chinta sikit lok ?!!”
Knowing Neilly, she went straight to the kitchen and told him, I could hear a loud noise from the kitchen then I went home.
06/02/2012 – Monday
Me and my friend, Siti @Along went to the bakery as I had wanted to celebrate her birthday early and to pass her birthday gift as well. But before that, I texted Neilly through Whatsapp asking her on their bread stock for the day.
What I like about the bakery is, they prefer quality over quantity, they will not produce more than ten loaf of bread.
But… let me continue with my story ya..
We went there at around 4pm, but Neilly was not around as she was out buying stock for the shop, but she promised she won’t be long.
We carry on our conversation, then Neilly showed up. And, he showed himself too, guess he needed Neilly to be around, as his support system maybe.
Before we heads home, I had to wait for the staff to slice the loaf as I had specifically request for a white toast and as it is still on the cooling tray, we had to wait, and there he was standing at the counter, showing himself finally.!!!!
I had asked him to slice the loaf, and he was telling me, that the loaf is still hot but I insist (I was kinda flirting actually… AND newsflash he was too….)
So I said, “ Saya mauk Intan payung.. he made a move ala Apek Senario and dash to the kitchen to slice the loaf and then after putting it the plastic, he went out to pass the bread for me to pay all smiling.
Okay,… Smitten !!! both are …. ( During that particular time I supposed!!)
Truthfully, am not in the mood to continue but none theless..
Next…..The story goes like this..
We had our first ever conversation on 09/02/2012, as usual me and my friend was at the bakery to celebrate another friend birthday. We were there up until closing time which is 9 pm.
At about 8.40pm, I left them to continue with their conversation, while I went straight to get my bread and on my way to pay for my purchase, there he was, sitting at the counter waiting to talk to me.
I told him that his invitation to have a cuppa with me has got to wait (I was not ready!!!) but I could see that he was so determined , you know it was DO OR DIE things for him. He told me he needed 2 minutes of my time, so we talked in front of the counter. The main conversation was about how he wants to buy a car and was asking on the procedure, somewhere between our conversation, he was mentioning on how to apply personal loan amounting to RM40K, and how he wants to buy his dream car cash (funny don’t you think so).
I kept on asking him if he is seriously thinking of buying cars, and since I could not get all info as he was practically whispering, he suggested we talked outside, so I paid for my bread and went outside.
Then he asked me, when are we going to have our cuppa, he insisted that he can only afford to bring me to go to normal coffee shop, he was stressing the word coffee shop, I reassure him that I am ok with his venue choice up to one point when I asked him this question -> “Do I look expensive to you !!”
And he said,yes !!!
I told him, never put a price tag on everything you see for you might be wrong.
I for one, never believe in buying everything expensive, it depends on what and is it really worth buying it, of course I had my own weaknesses – accessories - earrings, bracelets, rings…
…. But truth is people, even then I already sense something amiss.
Nay… I’m not angry but sad that I get to be treated that way, made me wonder what did I do to deserve such treatment. Or am I blinded by all the attention.
I cried okay… I did!..
I felt cheated !!
But good things is, I found out about his actual intention as soon as I finished my tea.
It would be hard if we actually had something and to say no.
Truth is I don’t want to continue.. no point as the real reason on his showing all the interest merely trying his luck. To see if I would give my consent to be his guarantor to do loans.
So I am gonna end this post, just like this.
Last I heard, he is dating the sister of the Bakery Owner, happy for both of them. Only wishing he is not using that opportunity to change his life for a better ones.