Friday, January 24, 2014

Patience is virtue

Sabar bukan aku dan aku bukan manusia yang sabar. Tapi aku mesti bersabar walaupun kadang kadang aku rasa aku mok jak nak moha ngan orang yang bertanggungjawab nyuruh kamek orang cam tok..
Kadang kadang aku terpikir, dugaan apakah tok walaupun dah dekat lebih 20 tahun benda tok.. bayangkan.. camney nak move forward!!
Yes dah lebih 20 tahun, tapi orang yang bertanggungjawab dalam.hal tok sik pernah ambik tauk malah kin dituang nya minyak gik nyuruh panas!!!
Adakah orang macam ya harus dihormat.. further more you can't demand people to respect you but you must rightfully earn them.. but when you are behaving like a jerk, do you think people will respect you..
It is a definite no.

The year starts with a hole in my heart. I just pray it won't last.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Dup dap dup dap

Ever felt uneasy, your heart beating so fast, you feel like it's going to burst anytime..

Hopefully it is nothing.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

My latest passion... Instagram

Those photos are only some from my instagram. Check the rest of them.
My user name monaismail.
All photos are taken using my S3.
Hope you liked 'em.

Ciao baby.

Oh ya, it's 3/10/13 here in Malaysia but it is 3/09/13 in the USA, happy birthday to my favourite guy from Criminal Minds >>> Dr Spencer Reid or Matthew Gray Gubler... sending my love and hugs all the way from Malaysia...

Tuesday, September 4, 2012


Writers block syndrome!! Arghhhh..... I have prepared two drafts but I just don't know what else to add. Maybe, just maybe.. I could finish them after this..  ok, thank you and bye...

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Sexy, Free & Single

I chose gloss gold for my SJ album..


It arrived.....

On my birthday...


Ok that's all


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Bengkel Jahitan Manik

It was held on 08/07/2012 at Dormani Hotel .

Some of my beadworks.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Letter to Heechul

Dear Heechul-ssi,

How is your birthday celebration so far. Really hope that you are enjoying yourself with your loved ones.

Did you received a lot of pressies? I bet you received lots of them, but sorry dear none from me.

Did you know we have something in common, we both loved cats. I have 16 of them and I loved each and every one of them.

Ohh.....  Don't worry, I am not going to bore you with my cats story.

My bias in Super Junior is Siwon actually but you and Jungsoo-ssi hold a special place in my heart.

Wanna know why?

We are the July babies, though we don't share the same zodiac.

The fact that you both are hyungs to the boys or MY BOYS, made it all the more special.

I have no regrets falling in love with Siwon in Athena, for I have fallen in love with all of you.. All 13 + 2 of you.

I really hope the sasaengs fan whoever they are, will leave you in peace finally.

Or at least respect your decision to be under the radar until you are release from your mandatory military duty.

Please know this. I loved watching variety shows where you are the guest, because you just couldn't care less of your idol image. You participated whole heartedly and you always made it looked fun.

Your wittiness are your greatest strength and together with your sharp tongue, nobody can beat you that easily.

Maybe Kyu can beat you in that department but


you are YOU and KYU is kyu.

I hope this letter will not bored you on your special day, but I just need to let this out of my chest.

When you decided to deactivate your twitter account just few more minutes before 12am KST time last night, the sadness felt up to now.


But reading your last tweet is enough for me to know and understand how tiring you must have felt going through your daily life in the 'company' of those 'attention seekers' and overly obsessed fans.

Heechul-ssi, my wish for you is, may you be blessed with good health and may you find peace and happiness during your leave from entertainment scene.

Eventhough it will be almost impossible for you to live a quiet life because of your legions of fans ie ELFs and Petals but I'm sure they will be waiting patiently for your come back and loved you no less.

From me Mona Noona who loved you like my own dongsaeng...



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